a letter to heaven

dear ----- ,
Did you remember that night..?
When you took me to the park.
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m: ''all right, you're a bad liar you know. Tell me..''

y: ''........... I just.... I just dont know where do i have to start..''

m: ''About what?''

y: ''you know.... i need to go..''

m: ''where? Is that far?''

y: ''Sorry i cant tell you..''

m: ''can i join you?''

y: ''no... i dont want you to come with me...''

m: ''why...?''

y: ''...........''
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When snow were falling..
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m: ''................. hey look! snow fall! It's beautiful, is'n it?''

y: ''uh yeah it is..''

m: ''i really like snow. they just falling down from the sky to the ground. brings happiness. like my heart falls to yours''

y: ''..........''

m: ''your tears are falling... let me wipe it''

y: ''thanks.. thankyou so much for loving me. but.. i cant be with you..''

m: ''why? is there anybody else?''

y: ''........ i just dont want to hurt you''

m: ''its okay... i'm cold''

y: ''here use my jacket..''

and i wear your jacket and lay to your soulder.

m: ''I wish this moment will last forever..''
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When we made a wish to starfall...
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m: ''hey look! Starfall!''

Y: ''......''

M: ''let we make a wish. I wish you are my happy ending..''

Y: ''i wish... i wish i could live one more day just to be with you..''

M: ''.......... why you wish that for?''

Y: ''i'm sorry.. i dont have much time left''
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when you calm me down..
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y: ''please dont cry.. i'm really thankful to have someone like you.. but i have to go''

M: ''how could i didnt cry... please dont go.. Atleast take me with you..''

Y: ''sorry i cant..''

so why didnt you tell me the reason? or where will you go?

M: ''Promise me.. Someday you'll be back again.. Someday we will be together..''

y: ''i promise. Please smile''

But you never come..
I stood in the rain
my tears are falling again
And its because of you..

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m: ''i dont believe it! Why you... You promised me someday we will be together. But why..? why you left me..? You just passed away... left me to the other world.. how could you..?''

Will you call me when you get there?
Will you miss me everyday?
Cause here i'll be waiting at home
Till you knock my door again..

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m: ''after that promises.. you're gone..''

I love you too much just to let you fly..
I need you to be my only one.
Even if you're thousand miles..
Away from here..